Life Is Beautiful

One More Chance

I turned around too late to see the fallen star
I fell asleep and never saw the sun go down
I took your love for granted
Thought luck was always on my side
I turned around too late and you were gone

[Chorus:]

So give me one more chance
Darlin’ if you care for me
Let me win your love
‘Cause you were always there for me
If you care for me,
Be there for me

I like to play the queen of hearts and never thought I’d lose
I rolled the dice but never showed my hand
I planned it out so perfectly,
So you’d never leave a girl like me
I was a fool, but now I understand

[chorus]

Here is the law of the land
You play with fire and you’ll get burned
Here is the lesson I’ve learned
That you don’t know what you’ve got til it’s gone

[chorus, without last two lines]

Gimme one more chance
Tell me that it’s not too late
Let me win your love
Darlin’ please don’t hesitate
If you care for me,
Be there for me

Give me one more chance

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if they were important to me i would’ve left them … like how i’ve left my old ones even after 2 yrs …. regardless of how upsetting they are …. so pls .. give me one more chance ..

By The Power of You Love

A New Beginning

There comes a time when the meaning of life begins to make sense,

At first it may not,

The skies at first may look dark,

The path one needs to walk down may be hard to see,

Never let a disaster control one’s destiny,

Life created will not move forward,

Cannot be positive, fulfilling future,

If you let it control your mind, body and soul,

At this point, one cannot give up,

A disaster cannot control,

You control your disaster,

Accept yourself,

Accept your disorer,

Love yourself now and forever,

You were thrown against a corner when you developed amity,

Getting up was not an option,

Now it is,

Today is a new day,

If you stay down life will pass you by,

So help yourself get up,

Fight the battle and win it,

To win the battle you do not have to stop having seizures,

Winning the battle is teaching you how to live a healthy, productive and happy life,

Helping you cope,

Life may not always become what you want them to be,

The road you lead may have some u-turns involved,

Do not fear,

For change can be good,

Follow your path that was laid out for you,

The sun is now shinning,

You can now see your path

There is a plan, a destiny that awaits you,

Do not question your destiny,

Do not ask questions such as “why me?”

Accept the path that has been laid in front of you.

Do not be afraid,

Take one day at a time,

Be proud of who you are,

Walk with courage and your head up high,

Believe in God, believe in yourself,

Focus on the positive,

For the footsteps imbedded in ground of your new path will become the solid foundation to your future.

I was raised to believe that God has a plan for everyone, and that seemingly twists of fate are all a part of His plan.

I lived day by day,
Telling myself things will get better.

My life I tried to end,
’cause life to me seemed hopeless.

A new beginning you gave me,
A second chance at life.

Dead ends kept following me,
No matter how hard I tried.

Every time I tried to die
That unborn picture came to mind.

Seeing you suck your tiny thumb,
Seeing you yawn in my sister’s womb,
Made me realize I need to live.

I cried in fear, “What should I do?”
That picture came to mind,
That picture of you.

A new beginning you gave to me,
Now you are here.

You let me taste the life,
The life I tried so hard to end.

Now I share my breath with you,
And hold dear to the memories we’ve shared,
And will continue sharing in the times ahead.

I thank you now for giving me
A new beginning - a better life.

apologize for deleting the previous 4 posts … juz in case if you’ve noticed … reason being … they are short-lived and they didn’t have a reason to exist anymore … only started off in early November … and i guess God has taken them away tonite … cheers

PS: i’ve even deleted all the other related documents or data … thats why men never knows how God works .. with juz a song ~ With All I Am played over a few times … helped me come back to my senses …. and i think this time God really wants me to get back to be all set, focused in work … amen.

With All I Am

even after a long 2 years …. this song still touches my heart to its deepest core whenever i play it … it’s like the 1st time i went to TheRealm … with k & k … along with s … all its memories … as unpleasant as the moment may have seemed at that point .. looking back .. everything happened for a reason .. and i wouldn’t have wanted it another way … other than living it to the fullest .. with all these experiences juz made it all the more wonderful … anyways for those of u who’s never heard this song .. i think this is truly one of the most beautiful modern Christian songs i’ve ever heard … moved me to tears the 1st time i heard it … and it moved me to tears tonight …. hope u like it too ….
into your hand
i commit again
with all I am
for you Lord

you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I’m yours forever

CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
you’re the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am

I’ll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I’ll trust in you

and I will live
in all of your ways and
your promises forever

my dearest friend .. i know u know who u r … wishin’ u were somehow here again .. guess it’s juz one of those days … its almost 530am now .. if u’re here we could juz drive out for a long chat …. juz woke up at 450am out of nowhere …

had a long, terrible day … we don’t have a problem surviving … but it’s funny how few ppl r willing to give u a chance in ur life … regardless of how long u’ve known them or hav contributed (directly or indirectly) to their lives …. 99% of the ppl juz shun u out like nobody’s business …. sumtimes i really wish i’d make a great comeback and juz sorry-rize everybody who’s been ungrateful or crappy or juz …. loh-ish … if u know what i mean … was talking to a long time fren juz now … to be honest .. only 1% of ppl r grateful in this world … thank God we don’t hafta go begging for food or for help … u’ll know whats gonna happen to ur so-called-filled-with-love frens when that happens … they’r gonna shut their doors at ur nose …. and it’s gonna hit u harder than u think b4 u realized the door is already at ur face!!

wishin’ that some sense would juz be thrown into my mind right now .. hav promised myself since the melodrama back in ‘04 that i wouldn’t let things like that bugging me again .. yet it happened .. quietly crept in without any alarm .. gonna get rid of it within the shortest period of time …. what’s the shortest path? and what’s the most correctest path? sometimes things seem so right .. yet sometimes they seem so, so wrong …

Everyone has a “best friend” during each stage of life-only a precious few have the same one.

would u kindly remind me of how i used to flap my wings as i’ve forgotten how to fly? God Bless both of us …

really missed dancing so much….. looking back at some clips & pix .. makes me wanna juz get down on my feet again n start dancing … should i? or should i not?

really shouldn’t be bloggin’ rite now .. but .. juz thought i’d like to leave a few words abt how i feel at this moment …

came bk fr Super Day ynite .. had a blast .. it’s been a while since i 1st attend a so-called ‘Super Day’ .. in fact .. the 1st Super Day i’ve attended marked the beginning of a series of ‘change’ in me … and so glad it did … time flies … yes … so many things have come to pass .. i’ve missed many things .. many people .. many activities .. like dancing and combating … never thought i’d be saying this .. but dancing has become a part of me .. and i’ve missed it so so much …

on top of that all … whats life all about? is it all about money? is it all about fame? is it all about fun? friends? love? it is all ‘a bit’ of all mentioned above … but not one of them can single-handedly define ‘life’ … a balanced lifestyle consists of family; love; wealth; health; friends; personal development; and of coz … God … this 7 will make up a good ‘life’ … sometimes we think .. have we forgotten how to have fun? well .. actually nope. it’s juz that fun appears in a different way to us nowadays ….

so celebrate the changes .. celebrate life … for today .. you are given life! so live to the max!

the longest time i was ever sick laying on the bed for just common sicknesses - fever + flu + cough / sore throat - u could call it the ultimate big-4. or minor-4 for that manner. for years, i’ve never been laying on the bed for so long, at most it takes me just a day or 2 before i leave bed to resume life. and these 4 days, though i didn’t actually take full day rests until the last day (which explains why it took so long, :p) made me think of more things than i have for a long, long time.

Life

if life all about work? money? glamour? materialistic things? when u lie on the bed helplessly, wanting to get up but u juz don’t have the strength, u’d realize that nothing else matters, only 1 thought crossed my mind, when will i be able to stand up again? not juz to work, juz to live life as i once was living? health matters more than anything else in the world, and us as youths, health is gold. take good care of it, an equal life is more important than anything else.

Family & Friends

who will be there for u when u really need them? at this point, the 1st ppl who came to my mind is my family, regardless of how many fights u’ve had, how many disagreements u’ve had in the past, ur family r the ppl who cares MOST abt ur well-being. check out Money No Enough II, an awesome film.

friends? yes of coz. friends matter a lot. quality frens i mean. thx for juz being there thru thick & thin with me. 1 year spent with u guys is more than a lifetime spent adrift. muacks!

Career

life is full of possibilities. especially living in this chaotic Malaysia, its juz plain craziness. nobody knows whats gonna happen to who the next day. so im juz glad that im in a career that i really care about, and a career that’s gonna eventually bring me somewhere.

after talking to a few frens who still hav no idea of what are they gonna do with my life, i really feel blessed with such an awesome life.

Today, im strong & healthy again, ready to rock the world, and most importantly, ready to live life. Thank God for giving me a chance to juz sleep there & think of everything i’ve done in the past, and to do it correctly this time. Amen.

Thank God that …..

1. i’m doing the most BESTEST, WONDROUS & MEANINGFUL job in the whole wide world!!
2. i’m not working in a political environment whereby u’d hafta stab on one another to climb up the corporate ladder. I suck at stabbing & i hate stabbers.
3. God blesses me few times more abundantly than anything anyone can take away from me. Thank You for blessing me with a few times more than what I’ve lost.
4. we get paid for our work (of course) and we get free trips & lotsa abundant prizes when we’ve achieved our quotas!!
5. we get recognized on stage! hehehe i think this is the best part of this job.
6. everybody is paid according to what he / she has done, not according to our boss’ likings, we place a price tag on ourselves.
7. for every person who has shut me down, another 3 i come across along the way.
8. i get to choose my clients and who i wanna deal with!!
9. my parents give their full support to me in this!! i mean come on, how many parents would even approve their children doing this??
10. nobody can take this away from me… except for Him of course …